There's nothing fake about what you're doing here. What you are doing here is dangerous and here's why: this "words don't influence people" is more of the same deplorable propaganda in which the right-wing traffics so it doesn't have to reconcile that it spurs people to act violently. It's you saying you can't be held responsible for disseminating propaganda and rhetoric across the internet where it will influence and affect how people act and respond to it.
Your problem is that your parents did such a garbage job raising you that they didn't teach you about responsibility, or holding yourself responsible for your actions. What they probably did was coddle you, tell you how great you were, gave you participation trophies, and fed this entitlement that you think you have, but that is wholly unearned.
Because of your terrible parents, you grew into an adult who is in a perpetual state of arrested development, who doesn't think he should be held accountable for his actions, and who doesn't think his words and actions have consequences.
Some day you will probably learn about personal responsibility, and it's going to kick your ass because you won't be prepared for it.
My hope is that when that day comes, you don't follow the example of your fellow Conservatives and act violently.