Good. I'm done with buying guns too. It's like fishing; when a person has too many to clean, they should stop.
Good luck with finding a true safe space in the world because they don't exist.
A couple of thoughts from the great wiseman Murphy:
Murphy’s Laws of Combat #6 Anything you do can get you shot, including nothing
Murphy’s Laws of Combat #22 Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won’t be able to get out.
Murphy’s Laws of Combat #105 There is no such thing as a perfect plan.
Having and being prepared to properly use a weapon is just general a plan. It's good to know how to use a fire extinguisher too. That doesn't mean I support banning fire extinguishers because a couple of idiots misused one. More importantly, there's a reason why self-defense was considered so important by the Founders.