You are weird, and that's all there is to it.
Instinctive honesty is rare, not weird. Brain being honest about evolving is opposite a mind telling the truth about evolution theory or theology of creation of realities governing tomorrows 7 days a week throughout history of people proud they cannot tell anyone how they got here so far as genetically alive now.
I can cover compounding chromosomes per ancestral lineage in any 7 generation gaps last 5 are still alive.
Specific time displaced cradle to grave in this atmosphere between womb to tomb is between 4 events of lifecycles living in series parallel positions now.
I will use your ancestral lineage not knowing anyone in it. You were conceived regardless you had siblings or not, cousins or not by two ancestors merging their reproductive cells.
Your 2 biological parents had 2 biological parents each and those 4 people 2 previous generations back lived in series parallel time just as you do here.
Go back a 3rd generation and your 8 great grandparents existed in series parallel time each rotation of the planet humanity governs outcomes by scheduled 7 days a week while evolving happens per heartbeat of each member of the population alive daily here.
There were 126 persons lived in the last 2 centuries directly related to your conception because life is eternally separated by genetic outcomes here now. Only way it happens as a universal standard as time is how many rotations your body existed conceived to decomposed in actual proximity of inhabiting space since conception. Current populaiton is wht the whole species became now in plain sight of global currnt events evolving as I post this reply.
Same principles work with molecular content and all the characteristics of physical forms atoms are configured as inorganically universally perpetually balancing details never same results twice each rotation of this planet in this specific solar system, in this specific galaxy, in this specific situation.
Your brain catching up to how your mind became absolutely corrupted after birth as traditionally took place since dawn of civilization yet?
I am sure you are not interested in correcting your role in perform human errors 24/7. Your character means too much and all the time after birth you put into believing life isn't self evident time now.