Yes you did! That's what you've said in two posts now. That you are dishing your narcissism out to me because of how mean I am to you, how I refuse to respect your opinions, and how I think because of that, you should kill yourself.
You said yourself that what brings a smile to your face is provoking people on anonymous message boards.
That was YOU who said that, remember?
Do you or do you not see a shrink?
I am truly worried about your mental health.